Definition of HAPPY?
Can someone define me the word HAPPY?
What actually is this thing? I don’t know.
For me,
I believe its something temporary
I believe its something that is not true
I believe its something that
can make someone fall from the top of the sky, onto the ground,
when it is GONE.
It may be with someone now, but the next minute, it may leave.
Happiness seems to be something that can never be trusted.
I used to open my door for it to come into my life,
but now,
I choose not to.
I choose to keep it away from me.
So that i won’t have to feel the pain of falling onto the ground
while i’m at the top of the sky.
Because. It Hurts.
老爸啊老爸
一两个月了~
除了房租钱，零用钱我都没讨了
今天我就是因为真的没钱了才向他开口
被念了一轮，结果是叫我吃maggi面就好了。
我既然有个叫我吃maggi面的老爸耶！！！
已经吃了两年啦，快三年了，我吃得够多了！
什么都不知道，整天只说我只会用钱~
养我这么辛苦，就干脆不要养啊！！
常常只会念我说我亲身妈妈一直打电话来讨钱~
是因为我？还是因为你自己？到底是谁的错？
如果是我的话，对不起，我走不就好了吗？
如果是你自己的话，当初干嘛要那么风流呢？男人都是烂东西！
都二十年了，
我不是应该习惯了吗？
还哭什么，气什么啊？
还不是我把你当成我最爱的老爸！！！
还以为，你对我的看法已经不一样了，
结果呢？
是我自己想太多了！
你还是一样的！看不起我！
这叫爱
爱
它来去没 预兆
像感冒
总无法 预料
why
连 呼吸 都难熬
难道 是我发高烧
好不了
[chorus]
everyime i look into your eyes
那 心跳 的律动总
对不上 节拍
他们说这叫
爱
everyime you look into my eyes
大多 心里话
怎么 说不出来
烦恼都随着你摇摆
爱你成 依赖
还
写着给你的 歌
拼凑着
每一篇 快乐
怪
竟是 模糊 音色
难道 是我发高烧
怎么了
[bridge]
放不开
不 明白 这是
爱得太早
还是太快
1 Thing
There’s one thing,
the one and only thing that makes a distance between us.
This one thing,
the one and only thing that makes me hate you, sometimes.
It makes me feel like its controlling us. Everything between us.
It makes me feel like we need it so badly. Without it, there wouldn’t be us.
It makes me feel like I’m useless whenever I don’t have em. That’s when I couldn’t see smiles on your face.
It makes me feel like your love for me has faded away. That’s when you always let your anger on me.
I start to wonder
Is this thing, the only reason between us?
Is this thing, the only thing you care about?
Is this thing, worth the anger you had on me?
Is this thing, the only thing that can make a relationship works? The only thing that can make so called “True Love” exist among every couples?
Is MONEY all that you want and expecting from this relationship?
We’ve last this long because I have em, how if one day I really lost em all? Everything ends?
MASKED LIFE . seeking happiness away from HOME
everyone around me knows about my background…
where i came from, what kind of family i’m from, what kind of tough life i’ve been thru..
when i tell them about it, they’ll be like “wow..its not easy for a young girl like you”
it is really not easy…
i look like i’m already over it, but actually i’m not…
i look like i’m strong, but i’m actuallu weak inside…
i look like i’m happy all the time, but who knows when i shed my tears alone…
when i have the word “sadness” written on my face,
my friends will go like “where is the cheerful SASA that always have smileys on her face that i know?”
and then i’ll start smilling again..WHY?!??!
because i don’t want people to look down on me…
i’m afraid that no one will ever talk to me if i shows my sadness out onto my face
i’m afraid that people may asking me “whats wrong?”
i’m afraid of people may speak discourage words
SMILEYS cover me from everything i’m afraid of..
but the problem is…its not the real ME
in fact, i prefer being MASKED rather than revealing myself
because i wanted happiness so badly
a HOME is where everyone love to be, but not for me…
because my “home” is where i shed the most of my tears in..
alone…where no one knows what is inside of me
a HOME is a place that reminds me of my SELF. my PAST. my HATRED . my TEARS
i’m sorry dad, u’r the reason why i hate to come home actually…
i maybe growing up, but i’m not five anymore
i maybe short and small, but i’m not stupid anymore
i am from another woman, but i’m am still ur daughter who needs love n care from her parent!
i’ve never hear a word of encouragement from u
i’ve never get supported with my own decision
i’ve never hear a word of care and love from u
i’ve always hear something from u that is “u have u give back whatever i’ve given u”
damn!! i din say i’m not thankful and i wont give back!
i’ve been staying far from home and i’m happy with it
i can be MASKED and seek for my happiness
i love being far from home, i love hiding away my sadness
i love showing smileys to make myself forget about every single problems
i love being fake!!! sigh….
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